Why did I do it?

Why did I make this happen?

What made me choose to step into dissatisfaction?

Thought making a purchase like this might be fun.

Instead it has caused me to sit in the sun

and stare rather blankly questioning my motivation.

The big buy has caused me to lose so much sleeping

and supplemented my life with a continual beating.

Of pocketbook, happiness, all my free time

I am lacking those now due to this idea of mine.

What to do now, not sure I know.

What I do know is that I am missing some dough.

Full of sadness, depression and massive regret,

thanks to the purchase of our remodeled ranch.